this semester is going to rape me.

i have no time! this SUCKS- 4 classes, research, work, dance class, along with other commitments. so i sign up for classes then turn that schedule over to work (ohh, btw, working at gammage...want tixs? i got the hook up) so work fills in much of the afternoon, in fact they schedule me about 10 mins post the end of my last class. lovely people. this modified schedule was then passed to my research prof who proceeded to fill in any gaps of free time i had in the week with lab work. lovely man.
AH, oh well, i really don't mind- it's my own doing, so no use complaining. if anything, it's best, most people who know me would agree...i just free time doing something useless...like sleeping.

the best years of my life...haha. wow.

recently, i realized much of what i was eating over winter break had, basically, the nutritional content of cardboard..minus the fiber- so i'm revamping my eating habits in the new year. speaking of which, i'm SO proud of my mom- she's really getting it together health-wise. she walks 5 miles a day, working up to a jog. and it's already paying of, she's feeling better, looks awesome as well :) good luck amma, keep it up.

so i have another class this semester with the grader from hell- dr. lohr, thankfully he's, again, only teaching the latter half of the class. this man is insane- last semester our midterm was out of 93.5. wtf!? multiple choice, multiple answer. can't hardly wait for more of that, at least now i know what to expect. he is a good teacher though, i have to admit- insane, but insane with purpose.

okie i'm done babbling now, have two classes and then work later today. since i have some time in the mornings now, i'll try my best to blog more often ;) haha, i can't almost see you guys rolling your eyes!

suckkas.

i think it's time. time to update.

2004 is over: gou's married, pooju's gifted the world a perfect little bundle of love, viv adopted a fiesty ball of energy, sheesha's married now :), as is sharu...twice. Ya, twice- one for god, the other for me. the world's lost hundreds of thousands of lives, and gained a few as well. oooh and i burned my first CD, played the interior decorater, built and tore down visions of my future over and over again. Apologized and been apologized to. in december of last year i had more CD's made for me than ever before, each with a special mood~ my own "scent stories" expect substitute scent for sound and subtract the ridiculous price for the hardware.

It's incredible to me how much we can change and still remain the same. I know that probably doesn't make a bean of sense, but oh well- i know most of you expect that from me already ;) I've grown...i think. I've realized what i do NOT want my future to be- love, career, lifestyle- i just have yet to figure out what i want. My parents went dancing with me in 2004- for the first time in my life i danced with my father. i can't even begin to decribe what a deliciously awkward moment that was...i do wish it to happen again. last summer was one of train rides, jasmine strands, street vendor cuisine. tested my endurance, will power- gave me the most amazing dance opportunity of my life time, and then had me do it on a sprained ankle....whatever, it was IT none the less, if anything it brought my family together, helped mend a few heartaches. I owe '04 my teaching debut. the awesome responsibility to shape and mould and gift back to life at least a fraction of what she has given me. this year has been nothing short of a carnival on SPEED! one huge slap in the face lesson.

hmm...enough of that.

i've a burn on my right hand now, the pain is gone but the scar will probably stay with me till mid march or so...maybe longer. maybe forever, i don't really mind: a souvenir of sorts, courtesy year 2004.